Saturday, April 21, 2007
it is concluded that my poor knee iz overworked. ):
and it is still unstable that's why i keep feeling it shifting after longer distances or running ):
and now i'm told to not do long runs and fast runs. ):
do you tink i'll follow suit as what i'm told??
i dun tink so. maybe not until after sports day.
alpha has a name to live up to!!
okay.. so saturdays are never study days. woke up late ate lunch and i watched tv.
there was this show "a time for dancing" said to be based on a true story. but i guess it was a good thing i caught it. well, for one dance has always been special in my eyes and the dancers in the show was like magnificent, beautiful, admirable. but it's the baseline of the story that i still remember vividly. how it feels to be down and out forever in what you're passionate for. julie was diagnosed with stage4 cancer and there went her dance career. she struggled with it all with the constant focus on dancing, her coach and her voice. she was strong in the face of chemo all in the name of dance. even when her hair started to fall, she cut it short to put up a strong front, and she still looked beautiful (: and she didn't give up. although she did not defeat the cancer.. but she was determined. she went for the auditions for the reputed dance college. that was her dream, and it was a dream come true. watching her dance that audition, all the emotions the passion the strength in every move all unfolding infront of you all at once. it's like watching a fireworks show, full of awe. she realised her dream despite cancer. wow. (: den there's her best friend, samantha, who always thought she has been following julie's shadow for life. at the thought of losing julie she was became so hard up. she even thought julie was selfish. geex. guess when you suddenly start feeling helpless about a situation and all and you juz don't know what to do to help, you start bearing a grudge on the other and blaming that someone for having only herself in her eyes, and when everything becames all bout herself. and when sam finally came to terms with julie and herself, she begun to lead her own life, stepping out of the shadow she always thought she was walking in (:
if only life could be juz as simple as a sweet movie script..
okay.
18apr, wednesday.
national cross country day. i ran. and i regret running. not juz cuz of the knee. but cuz of other factors. although God kept me safe during the race, i still feel as though i didn't deserve to be in this race. sorry if i was the cause of your saddness ):
dinner after cross at bedok longjohn wasn't very happening as i had expected it to be. and the grilled fish iz way fishy. yucks.
20apr, friday.
happy birthday chyr!! (:
knee was still hurting despite two nights of iceing. but doesn't matter. had physio and i couldn't do agility and actually i could do much cuz of the knee. ): did the hamstring exercises and my left hamstring wasn't being good that day. in short it was a lousy day. whatever exercises i tried to do to train that left hamstring juz wouldn't work it. i feel the strain everywhere else on my legs but not the hamstring ):
at least pre-cell saved the day. had dinner with ailin, jonathan and ben at mac (: i cant rem the details of all the things we said and all the tummy-tickling stuffs. all i rem was i laughed so hard for the first time after sooooo long. it was worth going early for. i was really, seriously tickled. esp the one when jonathan said his lecturer talks like mr bean. dun catch it?? MR BEAN DOESN'T TALK!!! :D when we alighted the bus to our cell group venue, we all walked blindly with jonathan in the lead. and it turned out that he took us up the wrong block o.O haha. we were like wondering eh jonathan, which house izzit??? den he walked to the other lift and pressed the down button. the next time we know he was crouching down laughing. xD den while walking towards the correct block, ben tried to tackle a plastic bag that flew in his direction :D waha. and when jonathan said he laughed until his stomach ache when he was "patting" his chest. o.O waha!! that was pre-cell for you x)
guess that's all for now. the weather really sucks big time okay.. hate it. it's hot, humid and ya. the next time you know you start hearing some light thunder and it doesn't rain. back to hot and humid. sometimes i pity the sky, it cant make up it's mind to what to feel. BOO.
*throbs @22:09 <3
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